Life goes on.....

It's very hard to decide but life must go on. For both personal and professional reasons, i choose to leave my CurrentCompany, and move on to TheNewCompany.

Serving my CurrentCompany (and having the coolest boss on earth) for almost 4 years is the most precious moment i will always remember. A lot of things learnt and being explored here which i'm pretty sure i won't get it anywhere else...and one thing i'll surely miss the most:

T.E.A.M.W.O.R.K

I wish J*R**N* all the best, hope you guys pray for me too (at my new place).

p/s: Gonna miss you guys! *sob sob*

She made my heart melt ;)

when she runs to me and says: tayamnye mama niiiii [read: sayangnya mama ni]
when she goes to bed, starts rolling and says: mama polok mama polok [read: mama peluk, mama peluk]
when she sings all her songs and adds a simple rhymes as: maaamaaa comey comey! [read: mama comel comel]
when she comes to me with muka toye and says: mama hab [read: mama, hug]
when she comes to me and says: mama tiss [read: mama, kiss]
when she looks at me putting on make-up and says: mama cantiknyee

Yes, she really made my heart melt.

1430H - New Year with New Hope

Sangat lama tidak update blog..and FINALLY it's updated!

Sangat bz for the last 2 weeks..ambik nafas pun x berapa nak boleh...but now dah free!! hehe boleh buat sesuka hati di ofis :)

We are now in 1430H..new year with new hope! I'm not going to declare any of my resolution here, maklumlah bukan senang nak mencapainya..heheh so better simpan dalam hati aje :P

Anyway, i'd like to congratulate my lil sis for getting 8a's in her PMR. (Good achievement to start your new year!)...and also one of my friend who's just got pregnant ( a new addition of your family this new year - insyaALLAH)

Me also have some something exciting to start this new year ( but can't revealed it now lah..later ok). All in all saya tidak sabar menempuh 1430H dengan sesuatu yang baru (dan menggembirakan gitu...)


Hehehe.....

Qaisara 19-month-old

What's your toddler doing? At around 19 months, your toddler begins to understand when things don't conform to grownup ideas. She'll laugh at something that's obviously wrong — like calling a giraffe a zebra or calling a brother a sister. (She laughed seeing Pocoyo acted as Superpocoyo). She'll also notice when something isn't quite right, like an eye missing from her stuffed bear or a new stain on the carpet. (yup, she will alert me when her milk spilled 'mama, tupah (read: mama, tumpah)

Although you're probably still understanding less than half of what your toddler says, she's getting a handle on most of the words you use around her. She's also having a vocabulary spurt and putting together pairs of words, like "Me go" or "You put." ( plus: Babah, wetap [read: Babah, wake up], mama, cipat [read: mama, cepat], ish ish ucukkkk [read: ish ish busuk]

As for social development, go slow. Your toddler will get all the stimulation she needs from unstructured play, so steer clear of formal lessons, such as dance or music, until she's at least 3. Play dates give her a chance to play near other children, but don't expect her to truly interact just yet. (Her playdate so far is her favourite kakak Aqish-sampai termimpi2 okeh, suka sangat main ngan atis)

She's such a copycat now. Follow everything u do, anything u say. Staying one whole day in nursery, makes her bringing back quite a lot of new words and new 'behaviour' each day:

#1:

Qaisara: Mama, Mama
Me: No reply
Qaisara: Mama!
Me: No reply
Qaisara: Mama, woi mama! [read in a very high-pitch sound]
Me: Erk

And owh, she now has started to appreciate baby, pandai sayang baby (by trying to kiss, hug and play with the baby), eventhough she still refers herself as baby :)

But wait, this is not a hint that she'll be getting one at home to play with ;)


note: takziah to Aisyah, di atas pemergian ayahanda tersayang...semoga rohnya tenang di sana..

OoOoOoOoOoOoBAMA!

You did it man!

She made me panic, again!

Drama gila seyh. It happened yesterday. I was having quite a bad headache, tapi buat tak tau je...kalau dilayan lagila sakit. To shorten the story, my to-do-list after office hour that day was:

1) to pick up Qaisara from nursery
2) to fetch my husband at his office @ KLCC
3) to pick up cupcakes for our cousin's wedding in Keramat
4) to send the cupcakes to our cousin's house @ Taman Melati
5) to have dinner @ their house

So there we go. Hubby was fasting that day, and the moment i reached his office it was about time for iftar. Hubby requested to break his fast @ KLCC, nak makan dekat Manhattan Fish Market katanya..but i said 'kita makan kat rumah aunt Norlia je la, diorang dah masak dah pun...u beli roti dekat petrol pump je la dulu'

We stopped by and got some buns for him. Qaisara requested for her milk and i fed her as usual lah kan. 10 mins later, guess what? She vomitted her milk she drank and habis carseat depan...duhh.We stopped at other petrol station nearby, to clean up all the mess. Poor Sara kena pakai baju yang dia dah pakai during the day...sebab baju tido dah kotor (and we don't have spare shirt)

The journey continued, we reached Kak Chik's house to pick up the cupcakes. Qaisara looked ok..with her baju comot :P. She ate a few kuih raya, and drank some plain water. Half an hour later, off we went to Taman Melati to deliver the cupcakes. Being only about 10 mins in the car, she vomitted again! This time all kuihs and plain water came out...poor baby nangis lagi...plus seluar and tudung mamanya habis kena muntah. And oh, carseat belakang juge ya...

At Taman Melati she vomitted 3 more times, we decided to bring her to doctor. I called her caretaker to check what she ate, or did she fell or did anything happen today? She ate nasi lemak a bit today, the rest is as normal as the other day...hmmmm... was it nasi lemak?

At the clinic , 2 more times: before and after we met the doctor. Thank god x jumpa sesiapa yang dikenali...i was wearing purple-colour office wear with turqoise seluar jogging! Macam *n*o* ok. And final vomit of the day was after she drank plain water on the way back home. All those counted as 8 ? In 4 hours? Oh my....

We reached home at almost 12 AM. She was asleep by then. Lega gila bila dia minum susu twice throughout the night and x muntah lagi...thanks doc for the medicine..

Today she looks ok, hopefully she is ok. Please pray for her ya!

**can't imagine how the scenario would change if we were having our dinner at Manhattan Fish Market..masak mak nak oi

A ( not-so ) raya story

How's your raya folks? We didn't really celebrate our raya because Qaisara had a measles on 2nd day of raya. Demmit.

She was having high-fever on and off a week before raya, when the red thingy popped out, baru la kitorg tahu what makes her so cranky and uncomfy...

During her fever


Malam raya: still in the mood for fireworks


Raya Day 1: The only decent pic of her, for the rest asyik nangis aje


The day Measles popped out

Her atok(s) and nenek(s) put sooo many effort to ensure their only granddaughter recover fast:

1) To give her coconut drink: no red spot hidden inside the body, all must out!
2) To not expose her to rain, this will lead to something worse (as they said lah)
3) No chicken, beef, seafood
4) No jalan raya
5) No etc

Unfortunately, babah couldn't stand the rule no 4. And the results, we keep kena marah everytime we go raya. Tension tul lah. Tension betul dgn babah. Sit still, no one shout at us. The end. Later still we can go raya...Grrrrrrr

On the 5th of raya...no more reddish body over Qaisara...so kira dah baiklah. Her nenek melaka was so kind-hearted that she prepared a green-colour paste to be applied to her body..Utk buang miang and sejukkan badan yang gatal, katanya.

The Lil Hulk Hogan

The Lil Hulk Hogan(closed-up)

Alhamdulillah, she is much much ok now. I guess red spot semua dah keluar...hopefully x kene lagi lps ni...

Sudah ok!

I am happy now..my healthy baby is back!

P.S I Love (always) You

Gara-Gara menengok Cerita itu, saya telah menjadi jiwang sekejap...

Kenapa perlu ikut cakap orang...

.....bila kita mampu buat decision sendiri?

Hrmmpphhh....

My Lil Einstein @ 17 mos

It takes quite a loooong time to update my lil einstein's (why einstein? tgk rambutlaa mmg einstein :P ) progress....of course she's progressing very well:

-Can run now, penat gila nak kejar esp @shopping complex area
-Understands simple order
-love to sing and dance
-brave enough to explore new things (walaupun mula2 tu mcm takut2)
-Can clearly pronounce few words:

mama: me, of course
babah: her father
caaantik: cantik
aatuk: atuk
niknik: nenek
aati: auntie
bek: bird
beek: bag
nakni/naak: nak ini/nak
nanak: tak nak
tatak: kakak
adik: adik
jatuh: jatuh
adui: adoi
tati: kaki
yee: yeay
aiss: eyes
yeh: hair
taa: star
babaii: bye
duk: duduk
dok: dog (wu wu: woof woof)
tek: cat
pishh: fish

and lots more that i can't really remember..byk vocab jugak dah boleh sebut...her caretaker did inform me, 'dia ni cakap clear, x pelat...' wah cepatla bercakap anak mama ni...senang mama nak tau sara nak apa...

I'm grateful to the One, as now her airways is not as sensitive as previous time. Her immunity gets stronger each and every day...no more nebulising session, yeay!

Am happy and glad to see her growing up in front of me. I bet, pejam celik pejam celik, kompom dah turn to anak dara anak aku niii..

My Bestest Friend is pregnant!

......and i was like among the last to know? Ampeh tul..when I started being kepochi about that...people will say things like: weh lama dah, la ko x tau lagi? / aku rasa dia pregnant lagi awal dpd h*r**a* duh. pot lah

BTW folks: i'd like to spread the invitation to Hi-Fivers BukaPuasa@Sabak Seafood & BBQ this 21st of Sept (Sunday). Pls pls come over so that we can gossip (macam biasala kan..) and update each other! Bring together your hubby, wifey, kiddos, bf, gf, fiance ok!

Appreciate your confirmation by 15th of Sept by SMS/phone call/email.

And oh, this SMS of confirmation was actually telling me the great news (mentioned just now)

"Confirm pergi 2 adults + 1 baby dlm perut"

Congratulations Lenot! Happy for You!!!

How's your first day?

Assalamualaikum and Good Day folks,

First and foremost, Ahlan Wasahlan Ya Ramadhan..telah tiba juga bulan yang ditunggu2 umat Islam sedunia...semoga kita masing-masing memanfaatkan kesempatan yang ada ini, mengumpul pahala sebanyak yang boleh.

I found this upon my reading:

Do'a malaikat Jibril menjelang Ramadhan

"Ya Allah tolong abaikan puasa ummat Muhammad, apabila sebelum memasuki bulan Ramadhan dia tidak melakukan hal-hal yang berikut:

* Tidak memohon maaf terlebih dahulu kepada kedua orang tuanya (jika masih ada);
* Tidak berma'afan terlebih dahulu antara suami isteri;
* Tidak bermaafan terlebih dahulu dengan orang-orang sekitarnya.

Maka Rasulullah pun mengatakan Amiin sebanyak 3 kali. Dapatkah kita bayangkan, yang berdo'a adalah Malaikat dan yang meng-amiinkan adalah Rasullullah dan para sahabat, dan dilakukan pada hari Jumaat.

So saya ingin memohon ampun dan maaf, seandainya ada salah dan silap dan semoga kita sama2 mendapat kelebihan di bulan yang berkat ini...

I've been tagged!

.....by Jun :


1) Nama-nama timangan anda:

Among family n friends: Noori, Along

2) Anda seorang yang:

Hmm..garang ;)

3) Insan Teristimewa ?? Describe kan Dia Terlalu Istimewa Dimata Anda:

Qaisara Muhammad Khairie (read: my daughter n my dear husband)

They are too special sampai x boleh nak describe...bukan senang nak beranak ok, so mmg lah special baby yang dah diberanakkan tu...and of course lah org yang berjaya membuatkan aku kena beranak tu lagi special..sbb klu dia tak de, tak tau lah boleh beranak ke tidak haku ini.. *winks*

4) Lagu kesukaan anda:

At this moment, lagu tema PKR LoL

5) Makanan kesukaan anda:

Pizza!

6) Warna Kesukaan Anda:

Merah Merah Merah

7) Sikap Yang Membuat Anda Stress:

Sikap siapa ye? Sikap diri sendiri ke? Ke sikap org lain yang buat kita stress?

8) Tiga benda yang mesti ada dalam beg anda:

-Purse
-Handphone
-Diapers Qaisara

9) Kali terakhir masa anda menangis dan kenapa:

Last weekend. Sebab kena marah dengan Muhammad Khairie sebab rumah bersepah :(

10) Tag 6 rakan anda:

Edame, ChePah, Aisyah, Anness, Nannoor, Faryna

Medium?

Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot

Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air. You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals. Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it!

How Hot Are Your Kisses?

Our happy faces@Langkawi last month..will blog about it later

A quick one

I know..i know...it's been months for no update..can see page getting dusty ;)

Too many things happened each and every day...mmg x de masa nak update ok..

My past 11/2 months was really occupied with:

1) Preparation (and celebration) of my bro's wedding
2) Setelkan reno rumah (alone) sbb husband away masa tu
2) Packing, unpacking things to our new home (iye..kami sudah pindah yee..)
3) Wedding Appreciation Vacation to Langkawi
4) Outstation dan outstation

As of now, i guess will (again) getting bz for this (and nextcoming month):

1) Preparation (and celebration) of my sis-in-law's wedding
2) Touchup our home (cat pun x habis lagii..)
3) MPLS CCIP Exam preparation

Saja nak bgtau handphone hilang, so semua numbers lost! (And also Qaisara's pics masa kecik) bengang gila..so pls pls mail/sms me your numbers ye kawan2 (btw i'm still reachable either via my Maxis or Celcom)

So later peeps, for more updates!

p/s: I'd like to invite all of you to come to my SIL wedding @ Bandar Baru Bangi on 9/8/2008. Pls call me eh, i'll give you direction to the place. See ya, Tata

Bila Minyak sudah 2.70/litre

Well since today is Friday, i take opportunity to make full use of my 2 and 1/4 hours break time (hehe lama kan?) Normally i have to standby during Friday prayer, but for today peduliks la semua itu...bos tade... ^_^

Things done this lunchie time, in sequence:

1) Meet K*nt to discuss our new home reno progress@ our new place
2) Pay housing loan and do some database update @ *L* Bank
2) Deposit some $$ to N*h** @ C**B Bank
3) Grab KFC Snack Plate for lunch
4) Balik rumah and angkat baju yang dah kering @balcony
5) Pay water bill @ our apt management office

WahWah, sangat bangga bcoz all done. Rasa cam best je...tapi bila tgk fuel meter: sudah turun almost 1 takuk!!! huaaaaa tensen siot...minyak mahal nak refill!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Terus spoil my day :(

Adakah kita akan melalui hari2 yang mendatang seperti ini? *sad*

Backdated event: 02062008

Kau begitu sempurna
Di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujamu

Di setiap langkahku ku kan
selalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan
Hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna
Sempurna


Kau genggam tanganku saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh kau bisikkan dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna

Sayangku engkau begitu sempurna.. sempurna.. sempurna..

credit to: Andra and the Backbone

Happy our 2nd Wedding Anniversary Sayang!

Life is so hard when he is away

Hubby is away for 2 weeks, antara aktiviti outstationnya yang paling lama since we have Qaisara..if it's 2 days or 1 week, biasala tuu but this time 2 weeks is too 'pahit utk ditelan' especially for Qaisara..

Ni baru 2 hari, Qaisara dah start buat perangai dah..She gets cranky easily, and asyik nak kepit je..pagi tadi kat nursery she cried when i left her to work..sian sangat..selalu siap lambai2..ni nangis pulak :(

Another 1 week plus to go..can't wait! Sian gile tgk Qaisara(and kesian pada mamanya juge)

Harizah's Bachelorette Party

We had so much fun @ The Zon All Suites Residences on the Park last Saturday....it was actually a normal outing..but with the companion of the best-est friends among all..it turned out to be the most happening get together event..(and of course no boys ok, HEAVENNNN)

This activity was started on 2005, celebrating Aisyah's day...we did melalak 1 mlm kat karaoke, and got the chance to accompany her lingerie(s) shopping. Kelaka la time tu sbb most of us tak kawen lagi...Then, continue pulak with my party mid of 2006, held somewhere @ Sg Apa ntah nama dia (Miah, help dah lupeee) Best giler enjoying our BBQ sambil mandi2 sungai and having hair spa...besttt, mmg best..especially bila part knowledge sharing tu. I still remember, Faryna nye lamb sangat sedapp..dgn jagung bakar Aisyah lagi..*droool* And the most interesting part was we were freely to gossip and gossip without the presence of our boipren/hubby/fiance. Tapi cuak siot since Aisyah was pregnant that time, and siap boleh cramp masa mandi sungai huuu thank god, nothing happened.

Bachelorette (episode: lenot) was antara yang sadis..timing cam ok..tp last2 sikit je join..(yang tak tahan bride-to-be siap balik awal tu sbb kena pergi hospital ON CALL. Last2 tinggal kitorg je mandi pantai huuuuu. Resulting hotel room@PD tu jadi cam kosong je..still, we enjoyed ourself even though without the bride to be hehehehe

So for Harizah's one..a very memorable picnic@KLCC park, followed by body massage, foot spa, hair spa..pergh rasa macam princess. Stripper pon ade...Qaisara, Aqish and Dania volunteered themselves to replace the absent stripper (Nafis yang demam). Adala show sikit2 dlm bath tub *winks* Lupa lagi..we (read: aisyah n miah) did karaoke all night long. Enjoy siot!

All of all, yang paling best is when we can gather, and share all stories, nasihat2..and yang paling best flash back cerita zaman sekolah!

So who's party next eh?